September, my dear.

I had an amazing weekend planned about which I was going to talked about in here today.

But that did happened. My weekend was ok, although had nothing major worth talking about in here.

So, instead I will just tell about some random things that have been in my mind.

Most people consider or sees January as the time to make all big plans and future resolutions for the rest of the year. Me, otherwise, always felt September was the month to make changes and somehow it does make a lot of sense to me.

It came from my school times - after the big holidays, when I was at my happiest and full of all that amazing energy that the Sun and the Sea combined with the summer adventures with friends and family had put in me. And then it was time to start school, new books, new clothes, new people and sometimes even new schools. Everything seemed so exciting and I could not wait to start (good old days!).

Anyway, after finishing my studies I kept that feeling that September was "my January". This year I didn't had much time to think about it because all of a sudden I had all this unplanned changes happening and it took me a while to actually process all of it.

I guess it was only when I came back from holidays almost 2 weeks ago that I started to deal with the changes and started making all these resolutions to myself.

And they all go back to the same major resolution that I seem not to be able to fight for it and as a results it ruins all the others. But I do not give up and this time, once again, I will care more for myself and put Me as the most important person in my Life.

It is sad to me to realise that I have not achieved this one yet. I tend to tell other people to do that for themselves and have failed in every single aspect of my Life to do it for me. There is always a reason, a person or whatever for me to use as an excuse but I am determined to make it stop now.

So that is my big "New Years resolution" - ME - and with that I believe I can achieve all my other goals, one step at a time.

This is not meant to be a sad post or anything as such, but just a statement that will motivate me, by putting it out to everyone, and maybe others who need that extra push to believe, love and fight for themselves.

Enjoy your night and have a great week!