When do you know that you know?

Through out our Life, we have always met that person who looks like knows exactly what to do, what to say, what to wear, where to go - at the right time.

Have you ever felt like you are just lost, with no idea to where you should make your next move?

Quite often that happens to me, more than I would like.

And I don't think it is all due to confidence or lack of it. I believe sometimes we just don't know what we want.

Life changes every second and we change with as well. We may not even realise it until we make a decision that, on a previous moment, we would never even consider.

Well, all these common places are coming to my mind because this is one of those moments for me. Or it has been for the last few months.

In every single field of my Life, I have come to discover that I am not the same as I used to be just a year ago and that is making me feel I need a change in my Life to keep up with my new Me.

I can't say I am not happy, though, because I feel I'm in a good moment of my Life - yes, it is not where I thought I would be at this age, but it's not bad.

So, that's how I am now. I don't know exactly what should I do to get what I want because... oh, well, I am very confused about what I want to do next or where I want to be next year.

@Kensington Gardens

Due to my work commitments, I know I have to stay in the same work position for a few more months which gives me some time to see around. This doesn't mean, necessarily, that I will resign after that, I may find out that I want to stay longer and see where I can get, as I enjoy working in this company, do not have any complain (the salary could always be higher, but when is it that we think we earn enough?! Never, right?)

Then there's the other change of thoughts - I used to want to stay in London for at least 5 to 10 years (although it never quite matched with me not wanting to raise a kid here) but lately, I feel I would be quite happy if I could go back to my small town - not even to the capital, Lisbon, but to my city to where I used to only want to go back after retirement.

So, a lot is going on inside my troubled mind and none of my questions has an easy answer right now, and I didn't even begun in the love life (another headache). Are you like this too?

Anyway, it is a beautiful Sunday in London and before going back to work tomorrow, I still want to have some fun outside.

Have a great Sunday everyone!