Wow 2019 is here.

It's been more than a month since last time I came here.

Can't say there is a specific reason. Just Life happening and some lack of will.

I have to say that I have been feeling very lost for the last few months, if not for the all year.

There are too many moments where I can say I lost track of who I am and what I was doing.

It started with work, then family and even more romantic relationships, and it ends with my inner me.

I don't seem to be able to find true happiness no matter what. I have short periods of drops of happiness and then it just dries and it is getting harder and harder to see the good things in Life as I was always able to do.

I guess it is the fact that I just got older and made all these deep analysis of who I am and what I have been doing all this time.

There are no specific resolutions for the new year. I want to find myself again and for good.

I will keep working on a healthier Life style, will study to finish my apprenticeship with a good grade, will try to focus in doing a great job at work even when I am bored and at the same time I want to keep giving some moments of joy to my family, specially to my parents.

In 2019, we have 365 new chances to change what we don't like and doesn't make us happy, so I will take it with confidence and hope you all do the same.

Be Happy! No one else can be it for you!

Happy New Year!