Empathy.

Sometimes I feel I am not able to show other people the empathy I feel towards them.

I do say over and over again that I am a weird person, but most people take it as a joke and don't see that I am telling the truth.

Today I felt it again with my cousin.

It seemed the words I was saying didn't mean to her what I was trying to say and I got the feeling she felt attacked which was never what I meant.

So today I feel a bit sad. We talked about it and everything seems fine now, but if there's something I have learned is that once the words are said there's no going back.

Maybe I said it with wrong tone or in my head it made perfect sense and nothing bad but once it came out she heard something totally different.

I know she's in a very complicated situation, that she is trying her best and doesn't need any more pressure to make things worst.

Nothing else should matter now than make everything we can to make the situation easier and better and I should always be the first person to understand it as many times I was lucky enough to find amazing good people who gave the hand I needed. I am truly grateful for all the help and shoulders I got over the years.

Hopefully tomorrow it will be a good day. Specially to her.

Good night!